Yo guys it's 12/12/17
A year has passed since my last post and I'm now in my 2nd year of law school, cool right. I've been surviving, and it has gotten better. On my academics part lah at least. I understand better, I know how things should work out- and it feels good cs I actually understand stuffs when I go to class.
However life as it is, you cant have it all.
It's very unusual for me to write a post unless I REALLY NEED TO. Obviously I have other works to do and sleeping is always a better option. My intention when I write this is I hope that this post will eventually get to the person whom Im trying to reach.
Which is my Dad.
Hi Papa. I hope before either of us dies you get to read this.This is really my point of view towards you, in case you needed to know or you were ever curious about it.
I love you in a sense that you're my Dad and a family. That is my love and respect line for you, and that's little. It's very thin that sometimes I have to remind you that you're my Dad. I dont know dude, go to work or something? Your kids are BIG. THEY'RE GOING THROUGH THIS TERTIARY EDUCATION WHICH IS THE MOST IMPORTANT PHASE IN THEIR LIVES. Why do you let mama suffer alone? Why wont you fucking GO TO WORK. OBVIOUSLY IT'S NOT SUFFICIENT TO FEED AND TANGGUNG THE HOUSEHOLDS AND THE FAMILY FOR MAMA ALONE. YOU'RE NOT EVEN HELPING HER WITH THE HOUSE CHORES AS FAR FROM I SEE IT.
MAKE IT WORK. IF YOU FAIL, MAKE OTHER THINGS WORK. FOR FUCK SAKE YOU HAVE A FUCKING FAMILY. I LOST RESPECT FOR YOU WAYYYYY LONG TIME AGO.
dude i dont care whatever the fuck you suffered before or sufferring right now. as i see it you're not trying at all to help yourself or your family
Fuck. if youre this lazy. dont even plan to have kids in the first place and then biar je like that. Arent you ashamed? Im ashamed of you. I DONT C A R E. my life couldve been better if u did better u know that? at least i wouldnt feel so shitty like i had today.
today. i have come to the point where i really hate u and i wish ure off dead.
